DO YOU CARE TO EXPLAIN ?!

Do you care to explain, why life is in vein?

Will you come around to take that breather in the whimsical?

When the sun do shine, its still darker in the time

The planets in retrograde

Oh universe, am I spinning in this decade

Wrinkles from the smile, tears from being dead inside

And I still stay, waiting for someone to call me bae

Being delusional I am swimming, in the deep depths of ocean

Reality hits often, realizing its being drowned by waves of ocean

Do you care to explain, why you won’t talk

Talk to me, talk to yourself, talk to someone who cares in fact

Talking in the daylight, while the moon is rising

Talking in the breeze of storm when its arriving

Lana, Lorde, Olivia, they only makes me sane

And then I wonder, is that my pain?

Do you care to explain, what’s a need?

Is it a need to be loved?

Is it a need to be hugged?

Is it a need to be alive, even when you feel dead inside?

Is it a need to be happier, when the rocks are greyer?

Is it a need to write this, when I can just hide it?

Do you care to explain, oh do you?

A closure, a bond, a rope breaking through

Even it stayed strong

I don’t think there is any explanation

Your world is your own creation

So I create my surroundings

With fantasies, fairies, delusion, magic so many times

But then the sun shines, and I realize

The moon is bringing in the tides.