UNASKED

Growing up old

Trying to be an adult

Lost in the world

Like the inner child in my soul

Living a broke life

Still paying my bills

Working like a maniac

And having no sleep

Trying to be successful

Achieving my goals

I should be proud

But still have no hope

And I wonder within myself

This all was UNASKED

Meeting people

Becoming friends

Friends became my homies

And that lead to a dead end

Betrayal, abuse, untrustworthy

Don’t think I deserved it

All these traits I dealt with

And I wonder within myself

This was all UNASKED

Trying to have an immaculate future

Trying to have a shining present

Trying to escape the dark past

More I try to find the light in darkness

More I get thrown deep in the well

Well full of people

People who came to my life

People who taught me a lesson

Lesson: Not sticking with me

And I wonder within myself

This was all UNASKED

Keeping my faith on me

Telling myself everyday

You got to do it for yourself

Breathe, eat, walk, sleep

This isn’t easy

Feeling like a pathetic shit

Taking pills like happiness doesn’t exist

And I wonder within myself

This was all UNASKED